Today I was reminded of a period in my life where I was paralyzed by the spirit of fear. It was so extreme that I was afraid to go outside or face the world. It was all because of my past, for some reason I thought it was written on my forehead for every one to see, I felt so unworthy. The enemy had me so afraid of people, so afraid of what people would think of me because of what I had done… I thought I did the unforgiveable….why would God forgive me after what I’d done… these thoughts TORMENTED me day and night, FOR breakfast, snack, lunch, snack and dinner I cried. But for some reason God placed a few persons in my life that would help me unaware. Now I believe it was strategic because no one but God knew the turmoil I was experiencing.
God does everything strategically, we may think that we’re going to die, we sometimes want to give up the pain and the loneliness can become so unbearable but God knows exactly what we need to draw us to Him. A little nudge wont kill us instead catapult us to Destiny.
We are more than conquerors through Christ Jesus whose love surpasses ours, no conditions.(Romans 8:27) The spirit of fear was never given to us by Him, he desires us to have a sound mind and trust in his promise that He’ll never leave or forsake you (Deuteronomy 32:6). Don;t allow the people’s opinions and faces dictate to you. Don’t be afraid of people. I am with you, and I will rescue you,declares the LORD. Jeremiah1:8
Again I say walk in your freedom!
WALK in YOUR FREEDOM, the things that held you back for so many years have since been forgiven more than 2000 years ago JESUS CHRIST sacrificed HIS life for you…. In times where we feel that we’ve done the unforgivable and we forget that His GRACE is SUFFICIENT to RESTORE (2 Corinthians 12:9) us from everything that we’ve ever done. COME to the WELL that never runs dry (John 4:14). Believe within your self that the same God that brought you out is able to forgive you.
For years I couldn’t find it within my self to forgive me of PAST SINS I had committed. I’ve battled so much with ME, with only a few moments of relief from ME. We can cause ourselves so much pain. Some may think that this girl is perfect but she is not. Ive been a hinderance to myself. I know i could’ve been so much further with ministry (and life itself) but because of ME I would go, get weary then stop (mind you I never gave up, I never stopped believing, though I’ve had my share of unbelief). It has taken me a while to get to the place that I’m at and trust me NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW THE COST OF THE OIL IN MY ALABASTER BOX. There is nothing like finding TRUE FREEDOM in the ONE that never left, the one that promised never to leave, the one that kept you in your mess, the one that befriended you when no one else would, the one that loved you despite, the one that revived and strengthened you in times of weakness, the one that didn’t expose you for the world to see but kept you hidden, the one that KEPT YOU MIND, HEART, BODY AND SOUL, the One that TRULY LOVED You to Death just to give YOU LIFE. It was and is HIS love that has kept me. JESUS CHRIST, THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD can do the same thing for you.
I say with great authority COME TO THE WELL, COME TO THE WELL THAT NEVER RUNS DRY. YOU WONT THIRST ANY LONGER.
YOU ARE FREE AND YOU’VE BEEN FORGIVEN
FROM: A BROKEN AND CONTRITE HEART – SHE
Here you’ll find sentiments of the heart, Writings by SHE. SHE is everyone’s sister, SHE has encountered many obstacles in life that has collided her with her GOD-given destiny. SHE has found true freedom and forgiveness in Jesus Christ.